{"id":71059,"date":"2017-07-25T16:17:07","date_gmt":"2017-07-26T02:17:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/nantonaku.mittsi.net\/?p=71059"},"modified":"2017-07-25T16:17:07","modified_gmt":"2017-07-26T02:17:07","slug":"all-leads","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/nantonaku.mittsi.net\/?p=71059","title":{"rendered":"All Leads"},"content":{"rendered":"

2017-07-26 02:26:28
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Everytime when I’m standing on stage<\/p>\n

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since I’m a lead and stuff,<\/p>\n

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Since I’m only out for a bit and stuff<\/p>\n

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While I think about what I should do for this kind of stuff<\/p>\n

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I just do it you know.<\/p>\n

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People,<\/p>\n

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my own life<\/p>\n

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because I myself lead<\/p>\n

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even in plays<\/p>\n

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one by one being there<\/p>\n

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I myself walk the life of a lead.<\/p>\n

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In that, encountering people and conversing with those people<\/p>\n

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People I get along with there<\/p>\n

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doing my best in some way<\/p>\n

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there are people you just can’t seem to like<\/p>\n

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But you have to go along with them
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conversations with people you like<\/p>\n

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eyes<\/p>\n

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The insincere smile to people you aren’t good with<\/p>\n

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the various feelings inside yourself<\/p>\n

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It spinning around GuruGuru, you’re walking your life that’s why.<\/p>\n

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For the play this time<\/p>\n

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those various people’s<\/p>\n

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their undercover smiles<\/p>\n

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their outward smiles<\/p>\n

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catching a glimpse of them<\/p>\n

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That kind of world.<\/p>\n

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Which face<\/p>\n

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is real<\/p>\n

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which face<\/p>\n

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is fake<\/p>\n

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Perhaps it’s not a lie<\/p>\n

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You thought it was real before but<\/p>\n

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thinking about it afterwards<\/p>\n

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that was a lie maybe<\/p>\n

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Stuff like that.<\/p>\n

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That kind of world<\/p>\n

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Taking responsibility for your own life<\/p>\n

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we’re walking that so<\/p>\n

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To say, for the play<\/p>\n

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because you should be carrying people lives<\/p>\n

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you have more responsibility<\/p>\n

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unstanding the feelings not of your own as well<\/p>\n

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thinking about all kinds of things<\/p>\n

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You have to live in that you know<\/p>\n

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Thinking about that kind of stuff<\/p>\n

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Opening up and looking through the script 1 more time<\/p>\n

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It was that kind of night.<\/p>\n

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Haha lol<\/p>\n

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I should sleep already.<\/p>\n

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It’s interesting but hard<\/p>\n

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It’s hard so it’s interesting<\/p>\n

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Tomorrow the practice has meat to it too.<\/p>\n

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Good Night<\/p>\n

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