Kya-♪

Posted on March 13, 2010March 13, 2010 by sferris

Today!
I’ve got a flashy hair style going on,
and right now I’ve got a job that’s making me pretty nervous (>_<)

But,
all of the Morning Musume members are here
so I nervous, but happy at the same time ｏ(＾-＾)ｏ

There’s a lot of people around us, it’s quite overwhelming,
but I won’t forget to smile (^O^), I’ll do my best – ♪

Takoyaki

Posted on March 13, 2010March 13, 2010 by sferris

Yesterday at rehearsal,
Mitsui Aika-chan brought some home-made takoyaki for us ♪

There was normal takoyaki and cheese takoyaki (≧∇≦)

Speaking of takoyaki,
Back in the day, we had a takoyaki machine and
I would make them with my sis at home ☆
I said we made takoyaki, but that really was only a little part of it
we played around a lot with the machine and grilled a lot of different things o(｀▽´)o

Some of the successful ones were:
melted cheese, cheese cod, salami, chocolate, and pocky

Some of the failed ones were:
dried squid, fugashi, ramune, and wasabi

that’s it!

Mittsi’s takoyaki were all delicious ~ (*^o^*)

Mittsi is Morning Musume’s snack queen!

Picture sense

Posted on March 13, 2010March 13, 2010 by sferris

In this first pic,
are the goodies I got before White Day (≧∇≦) ♪

But once I pile everything up like that,
it doesn’t really look like a lot anymore (￣○￣;)

I guess I don’t really have a good sense for
making things look really extravagant in pics (・_・;)

But if we’re talking about self pics
then I’m quite good at that
I can make those look very cute
and if I do say so myself, you can really feel that in this 2nd pic ♪

Ahh,
I suppose you could say that rather than me being skillful
it’s mostly because of the source (aka her) (≧∇≦) ♪♪

Ahhh,
you don’t need to be so annoyed!

Besides, I’m only 20% joking ♪ (lol)

White Day

Posted on March 13, 2010March 13, 2010 by sferris

Good morning!!!!

Today is White Day ♪
and it feels like
a giddy day ♪
for me, it is
an exciting day ♪

So yeah
Around Valentine’s Day
since I gave out a lot of chocolates to the company employees,
getting gifts back in return is so amazing every year ↑↑

The amount I get is crazy! And the quality too!

I got a lot of high quality pastries o(｀▽´)o

That’s why it’s such an exciting day ♪

…having said that
Actually, this year, White Day is on a Sunday
and the employees don’t work today, so the employees
actually gave it to me before — (≧∇≦)

It was on the day I met up with that friend
so we ate the treats together!

My friend
while plucky delicious sweets off her cheeks
kept saying over and over
“Tokyo is so amazing” ♪

I’m quite proud to say I live in that “amazing” place ♪ (lol)

The naked boss

Posted on March 13, 2010March 13, 2010 by sferris

Here is a pic
from today’s
“Mecha 2 Iketeru!” (lol) (lol) (LOL)

Ahhh, this is for those of you who couldn’t see it!

This isn’t the normal Sayumi you know!
This is special make up!

The normal Sayumi is cute

I do hope you’ll realize that much 八(´∀｀*)

This pic is pretty embarrassing (・_・;)
I mean, I was pretty worried about
what would happen after I upload this pic (lol)
But I mean, this took about 3 hours to make so ＜(´△｀；)＞

I’ve upped my courage!

Anyway, normally on this blog, I upload nothing but cute pictures of me
and if you guys get tired of that, I’d be very sad (;_;)
so maybe it’s a good idea to upload a pic with some spice every once in a while… (lol)

Ahhh but
please don’t save this pic (lol)

I mean seeing this pic outside of my blog would be too embarrassing (//△//)

If you wanna see this pic again, just please come visit my blog ♪

The naked boss welcomes you!

I hate myself for being so useless

Posted on March 13, 2010March 13, 2010 by sferris

Yesterday I blogged stating that
“I was pretty down from rehearsals, but I’m gonna pick myself up
and do my best”
I also got a lot of support from my friend too
But today as it turned out, I failed again in rehearsal ↓

Lately, I’ve really started to hate myself

I’ve been pushed to the limits for holding my composure
and feel like I’m always on the verge of…

Lately, I’ve been making a conscious effort to stop,
but I used to always say “I wanna go home”

I said that so often,
even when I was at home, I’d say “I wanna go home”

In that above case, where exactly would I go then huh! (^-^;

Even though I haven’t said it lately, I said “I wanna go home” a lot today (;_;)。。

But even if I say “I wanna go home” it’s not like I can go home right away anyway
Whether I say or not, I go home the same time every day
I shouldn’t be trying to run away like that either..

In the end, I stick with it anyway

Of course this isn’t just for me, everyone has their share of problems and pain
everyone has worries they want others to listen to
but despite all of that, everyone still keeps on working

They keep on trying!

If you run away, things just end there
but if you keep trying, somehow things will manage!

That’s why its more enjoyable if you just avoid saying those negative things ｏ(＾-＾)ｏ

I’ve finally realized that simple point at last (lol)

Although, even though I am aware of it, I still said a lot of negative things today

I’m still reflecting on it now (;_;)

Today I let some negative words unintentionally slip out
but once I caught myself doing that, I stopped any further slip ups from happening
it was such a big change throughout the day!
I’m not sure specifically why, but I think I’m heading in a good direction now ↑

That’s why I just need to toss away those negative feelings and words ↓

I am aware of that, and yet I couldn’t do it…
which is why my goal this year is to
“think things through calmly”

When I am able to do that,
no wait, rather
When it becomes possible for me to do that, I don’t know…
But please watch over…
…no actually, please keep checking up on me (>_<)