ended up crying..
Even though you guys all prayed for me
my own abilities were just lacking
things it didn’t end problem-free…
Sorry (;_;)
They even had to stop the music because of me, that’s the worst ↓
I’m sorry to the other members, the teacher, and staff members, and to everyone ~ ↓
I really do like singing. But I’m so bad at it
If I wasn’t putting enough effort in, then yeah I can understand that
but today, I just couldn’t sing well at all
and that was so terribly frustrating, irritating, and just painful to me
I’m so jealous of the other members who can sing well
Of course the other members put a lot of effort in as well
It is because they give it 100% every day that they can sing so well
But I just feel like I’m the only one who can’t sing
And it just instantly kills my confidence and my voice
Crying didn’t solve any problems for me either, it just caused further trouble for everyone else
I’m so embarrassed
But I have to get back up!
I’ve decided!
I’ll keep on going ☆☆
I don’t need to just cry all the time!
I can’t change the fact that my singing is poor,
and I can’t go back to the old days,
and I can’t do anything about what happened to day…
But from tomorrow on..
from right now!
I’ll continue to face forward and give it my all
I’m not writing this in the hopes to get consolation from all you guys!
I just want to share my new-found commitment to you all
oh sayu don’t be sad!
man, poor sayu. but she’s a trooper, she’ll learn from this and be an even better performer. <3
This entry got me to tear up. She is so honest >.< I love her more and more
Aaaaaah Sayuu =(
Sayu~ Fight~o!!!
I was a bit like crying when reading this entry… poor Sayu… Sayumi ganbatte!!~~
my tears wont stop after reading this entry…
… sayu… i love u more and more…
I always thought that sayu has it rough. With all her problems… singing, dancing, skin condition while being put into the role of playing a narcisstic character. But that she still struggles after all those years.. I am really impressed by her strength of character. I am sure most people would have quit years ago.
Sayu! D: I feel like I have so much more respect for her after reading this entry. *is crying*
She’s really made a lot of progress these years and it really shows! EVen though she’s not the best singer in momusu, I think all her effort is enough for me :D I can feel for her though, but I know this will just make her stronger.
Ganbatte Sayu!! You can do it! :D *(^_^)*
Ok so. I uswed to greatly dislike Sayu 30 seconds ago. Oh poor Sayu </3
Dear sayu!…always try to do your best!…i will keep supporting you till the end!