Failed program recording

Yesterday,
I failed to record
“Mecha 2 iketeru!”
But actually
I also failed to record another show I was looking forward too (>_<)

Originally, I wasn’t that excited about it,
but I hit kind of like a weird, slightly excited feeling about it
and when I found out I failed to record it last night, I just lost it…
I went on an eating binge
and cried
it was the worst (;_;)

Yesterday, when I told my kouhai Mitsui Aika-chan about the failed recording
She was like
“Shall I burn you a DVD tomorrow?”

Then, right in front of me in the blink of an eye,
the world was moving so fast like a circus finale ↑

“Really? Thanks!”
as I expressed my gratitude to her

When we were heading home and saying our byes,
“I’m counting on you for tomorrow!”
as I strongly requested for the time being… (・_・)..

Aika-chan was like
“Okaaay (≧∇≦)”
and had a huge smile (≧∇≦)

While I was aware of my own fragile state
and thinking how inexcusable it was
in that instant, Mittsi’s smile felt even more dazzling than normal