2017-10-02 12:11:39
Theme：Blog
『It’s been a while.
I’ve tried…an update.』
My blog which I hadn’t updated for approximately 1 year and 10 months at all since going on my break, that was one year ago today
I was really nervous （lol）💦
My hands were really shaking
But, after I put up my blog
everyones reactions were good, so good
it made me reaaaally happy
Thank you 😭😭
With coming back to work, I want to do something at this place, my still beloved blog！ Feeling that
But it wasn’t just doing an update,
I thought that I wanted to do something that had meaning too,
And so 10/2～11/26’s blog title first characters being read vertically,
The intervals of the update days acting as a countdown…
I thought, well, just people who get it getting it would be great I think～ but…
It was exposed sooner than I thought （lol）
It was so fast！！！！！！！？
I despised it （lol）
But kind felt love too💓
That said,
In those vertical reading blogs, with the one titled 『Sakana』[tl: fish] I had gone to an all you can eat sushi place！ I haad that on the blog I think but
At the time I still hadn’t put up my face so
I’ll put up pictures from then kay
There were lots of people waiting for me, I felt the thank you from my heart,
I felt like I’m sorry I ended up making you wait,
I felt like more than anything I want to see you you know
Graduating and taking a break were my own choices but
the time not being ale to see you all was still lonely💦
Or rather, even now I want to see you all soon
Life, fun things, happy things, occasionally unpleasant things, there were days when I, someone who doesn’t usually cry, would cry in a rare instance though （lol）
Always floating in my head is of course the faces of all the fans you know.
I feel like with fun things and happy things I want to tell everyone！ I want to show it！！,
Even with sad things, everyone is here so I have to do my best, thinking that, I feel I’ll face ahead 
I might seem like I say things without restrictionー but,
there really are, it’s real so it can’t be helped.
There are who like me, that is the most reassuring. It’s support.
One year ago today too,
and 2017 today,
there are those of you who are reading this blog
There are thoes of you waiting for the next time we can see each other, I feel like that’s really a happy thing you knowww
Really thank you so much.
From here on too, I may be like this but, please continue to support me💓