It Had Been Kind of A Long Time！

12/25, Christmas Day！

#MSMW

it was the Nagoya performance 🐰💗

My eyelash GyunGyun curled up

At the time it was just the eyelashes, I hadn’t put on eyeliner！

With the sense of Christmas

I used lots of Christmas Conffret 🎄 cosmetics for my make-up

And I appeared on stage wearing a Santa hat too

For my nails, it’s Christmasy too, and it’s for a live too so it’s KiraKira sparkly 🤩

The Santa hat was KiraKira sparkling too ❣️🎄

With the members ！！！✨

It was Christmas day so,

getting to sing Christmas and winter themed songs was really fun 💝♬

We got all kinds of requests and

we got to sing all requested songs ❣️ Wa〜i ☃️

Taking off the Santa hat

my hair was half usachan hair 🐰

It’s a present from Sayumi Santa 🎁♡

I did it for the Nagoya performance you know 🐰💗

In the wings.

And, for me this year, it was the last day to directly see all the fans but..

For me of course time spent together with everyone makes me more joyful than anything ♡

I really like the time seeing everyone from the stage！

Ahー, now, togetherー！ Spending time together yah！ Being together yahーー！！！

Thinking about it makes me really happy ❤️

But, this year there hasn’t been a lot of chances to get to see everyone too, and beig in this situation with limits to meeting, I feel like everyone coming also is scared and conflicted a lot too.

Even then, I’m filled with feelings of gratitude to those who came to support me and came to see me.

For me just time with everyone is a really special time, a joy, it’s like I can get positivity,

For everyone, it’d be good to help comfort a little of the every day hard times or fatigue yah.. that, I feel that.

Really thank you so much always ♡

And there are lots of you who want to meet me and can’t come too yah…

Really that hurts my heart.

I hope that the day when we can break away from this stress comes even a one day sooner…

But, even then, even while we can’t meet, you’re cheering for me via SNS, for giving me your feelings, thank you♡

feeling that even if we can’t meet you can see me, that really really makes me happy！！ I hope we can meet again soon.

For me, as usual, I love reading the comments and things from all the fans, I’m always looking at them 👀

For the 2nd live from the 25th

『For me, if I didn’t have these live times I’d be a plaiーーーーn human. I’d be just a plain Michishige Sayumi. It’s because of everyone existing that I started being cute. Everyone made 『Michishige Sayumi』 cute 💗』

I talked about it like that but

All of the fans went

『but we like plain time Sayu too.』

Seeing you all write that

it made me really happy, just so relieved ☺️♡

I, often say it but…

Usually I’m really plain, a negative person, I worry about all this and that, I worry about work and every day trivial things, if I didn’t have something to worry about myself that’d be impossible！ like that, worrying bout not having new things to worr yabout, looking for worries that I end up making new worries but…

Even though there’s lots of times when I get really fed up with myself, my head gets heavy and I can’t do anything, but even not doing anything I really get fed up with myself…

even if I am steadily in a vicous circle getting fed up with own stuff like that…

(This is a different feeling from 『plain』 though lol)

But, up to now, talking about whatever state I’m in, being told that you like that kind of Sayu too really makes me happy！！😭

Now I still felt that but

My fans, you might also be equally strange！！😭

And so normal is fine no！？

Plain, negative,

and kinda really unpleasant feelings lol

For me you know, even talking about that me I don’t like

Saying you like that Sayu too…

it really makes me happy, it’s relieving…

Well, I don’t think I’m saying it well at all though…

But,

That’s right, I want get your love while accepting this me and improving myself…

It’s also a chance to be positive with myself so

I’m really grateful ✨

And the time I spend with you weird people make me the happiest, I can be positive so

of course time with everyone is what I like most 💓 That’s the sum of it ❣️❣️❣️

Thank you so much always♡

Please be near me next year too.