I’m still with my friend right now

Apparently she reads this blog regularly

So now we’re looking at it together (≧∇≦)

A little while ago, comments towards my “I’ll do my best” post
Everyone was so kind, I felt so happy

Thank you very much

Both my friend and I were very glad (lol)

I think I may be blessed too much (≧∇≦)

To have such a close friend here and to have all of you guys who are so kind ↑

Too much love!

Continuing on, I’m having a blast going back to junior high school times o(^-^)o

Today, actually,
a really close friend of mine from my 1st year junior high school days
paid a visit to Tokyo
After rehearsals, I only had a little time, but we met up!

I’m so happy ~ o(^-^)o

We laughed so much ☆

It’s been a while since I laughed this much (≧∇≦)

Earlier, things were quite serious and my chest had tightened up,
but now, I feel like my stomach has tightened up from all the laughter (lol) (^_^)v

I’ve been super cheered up ↑

We haven’t been together since that 1st year of junior high
But even up til now, we were able to get along and have a great time
I’m so happy (*^o^*)

I was shy up until elementary school, but the moment I met her, everything changed!

I turned so cheerful! I was able to talk away!

If it hadn’t been for a girl like her, I wouldn’t have made it into Morning Musume!
That’s how important of a person she is to me (^o^)／

And,
here is the smiley that my friend and I were using a lot back in middle school

(@_@)

That’s it (lol)
We named this smiley Tomochi-kun ♪

It eats pencils

Thinking back now, I don’t understand what was going through my mind back in junior high (^_^;)

For today’s fix I…

ended up crying..

Even though you guys all prayed for me
my own abilities were just lacking
things it didn’t end problem-free…

Sorry (;_;)

They even had to stop the music because of me, that’s the worst ↓

I’m sorry to the other members, the teacher, and staff members, and to everyone ~ ↓

I really do like singing. But I’m so bad at it

If I wasn’t putting enough effort in, then yeah I can understand that
but today, I just couldn’t sing well at all
and that was so terribly frustrating, irritating, and just painful to me
I’m so jealous of the other members who can sing well
Of course the other members put a lot of effort in as well
It is because they give it 100% every day that they can sing so well
But I just feel like I’m the only one who can’t sing
And it just instantly kills my confidence and my voice
Crying didn’t solve any problems for me either, it just caused further trouble for everyone else
I’m so embarrassed

But I have to get back up!

I’ve decided!

I’ll keep on going ☆☆

I don’t need to just cry all the time!

I can’t change the fact that my singing is poor,
and I can’t go back to the old days,
and I can’t do anything about what happened to day…

But from tomorrow on..
from right now!

I’ll continue to face forward and give it my all

I’m not writing this in the hopes to get consolation from all you guys!
I just want to share my new-found commitment to you all

I got some rusk
from Kamei Eri-chan ~ ♪

So good so good (≧∇≦)

I had 5 pieces left
and finished them all o(｀▽´)o

Eri’s rusk is quite unique
Eri’s rusk was very hard!
I was afraid I’d chip my teeth

But I’m ok ＼(^ー^)／

But when I checked closer,
I had already chipped my molars!

So now it’s not about worrying what to do if I chip my teeth
but rather worry about what to do about my chipped teeth

We’re done with “connecting the blocks”!

Well I made some mistakes,

but overall we ended things without any problems (≧∇≦)

The one thing I do have a problem with,
is sweating so much, as you can see on my face (￣○￣;)

If I had a snack break,
everything would be fixed!!

Scaaary ”(ノ><)ノ

But it doesn’t seem like I’ll have a fix…

Well guys,
please pray for me so that I’ll make it back here safely again (；∇；)/~~

YES ♪